𝘼𝙣𝙭𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙨…

 

𝘼𝙣𝙭𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙨…

Tight shoulders

Knots in my stomach

Tingling in my legs

Feeling out of control

Fear washing over me

As we travel through Birmingham Alabama in the pouring rain on a highway that is three lanes wide on each side, all these feeling come rolling up. We have seen wreck after wreck the last 4 days--most roll-over and one fatality all occurring moments before we arrived. The traffic is enough to fray my nerves.

Breathe

Breathe

Pray for safety traveling

Pray for safety of those at home

Breathe slowly

Stretch and force my muscles to relax

Focus on truth

The truth is that I am safe physically with my guy who takes such good care of us.
The truth is that I am under God’s watch —no place is out of his sight.

God is here with us on this rainy Sunday morning in these beautiful in these mountains. We are watching the mist roll off the trees, listening to praise music, and just enjoying our time together. We read from Hebrews 13 as we drove this morning and discussed how much TRUTH is packed in that one chapter. SJ said, “Mom do you ever just feel like God fills your whole heart up?”

Throughout this drive I am working on more sorting of Millie’s pictures. Hours of unhurried time to complete this project I have worked on for months. The tears well up every few miles. So much LIFE and LOVE are packed into these photos. So much to be grateful for, yet so much that has come to an end when she left us. My heart hurts for us, but it also hurts for her siblings as they lost such a beautiful part of their life with their sister. Her nieces and nephews lost an awesome little aunt. Millie had so much to offer the world in LIFE. I pray that her memory has much to offer also as the years go by.

If you want to pray with us, this week is filled with exciting “first time ever” things. It is also filled with scary “first time ever” things. I hope to be refreshed, encouraged, renewed, and ready to dive back in by next week.

I will be taking lots of pictures and sharing some when possible.

Blessings sweet friends,
☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆　｡･:*:･ﾟ★
I still believe in Millie’s Miracle
☆｡･:*:･ﾟ Hebrews 11:1 ｡･:*:･ﾟ☆
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